I'm Sorry

I just read the most amazing article. Ellen has always had a way of making me see that this illness will not conquer me unless I let it. She has done it again. And she made me cry in the process.

I have some amazing people in my life. They have all put up with a lot from me as I try to figure out what is going on with me. I won't name anyone, because I don't want anyone to feel left out should I forget them. I will however say, “Thank you.”

Thank you to those who have stood by me even when I am at my worst. Thank you to those who have helped me with little things: chores, children, etc. Thank you for all the kind words and encouragement.

To anyone I have hurt, I am so very sorry. It was never my intention to hurt anyone and it pains me greatly to know that I have. And I know that I have hurt a great many people. I have not followed through on things I said I would do. I have said unkind things that were not truly meant. If I could go back and correct it all, I would. Since I know that is not possible, I can only say I'm sorry and I will try very hard to not hurt anyone else.

All I can do is make the most of every day and try to not push anyone away any more than I already have.

Thank you and I love all of you.